[	Current Mood	|	melancholy	]
[	Current Music	|	Say Goodbye - Chris Brown	]

You taught Me how to fake a smile, but You forgot to show me what to do if ever You turn away.


Friday was alright. Went Vivo with Rochelle and Jasmine, couldnt find anything.
Jasmine went off cause she had dance, me and Rochelle went IKEA.
Bought only a couple of cute things, then to Queensway.
It was as boring as always, so we went over to meet my sister for just a little while.
Talked abit and everything, then i went home to change.
Went over Rochelle's house.
Watched The Art Of Devil 2.
I kept dozing off when i promised not to :x
Anyway that show quite scam, also not say damn scary or what!
To think that we were so 'prepared to get scared' loh. -.-

Went church the next day, was pretty late.
Service was not bad :)
Anyhow, met Rochelle again after my church, had dinner together and caught 'I Am Legend'.
Sorry I know im abit lag, but yeah.
Overall 4/5 I would give, damn damn damn many SA-s. (Sudden Attacks)
I think the 2 old folks sitting beside me left the theatre halfway through the movie cause they didnt want to have a heartattack relapse. Everytime they get a shock, they would kick up a big fuss, please, if you got attacked by the sound effects its already a darn embarassing thing, cant you just keep it to yourself?!

Home at 12 am :)

Today Im gonna meet up with Rochelle once again, she have the responsibility to go find my bag with me until I eventually get it :D

Walao, I dont look forward to school at all loh ):
Recently i kept having dreams of me transferring to Xinmin, is God giving me signs? :))


Hate the fact that Im getting so affected because of Your fucking leg when You're no longer affected by my existence even.
Every night I wouldnt be able to stop myself from thinking, thinking of You.
It's always so quiet, too quiet i would be reminded of You.
At least in the day I could keep myself busy and occupied, but at night i cant do it, i just cant :(
Your life's great now, isn't that what I have told myself its what i wanted to see all along?
I have told myself so many things, but it all turned out terribly wrong.
Told myself I meant something to you, told myself You wouldnt be able to forget me so soon.
Have I been wrong about You all these months?
If thats really what You think, then I've got nothing to say.
I dont wanna believe in Love anymore.


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My heart is breaking, and a thousand times i ask myself: "Why, Why, Why?"