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[Jan. 23rd, 2008|10:34 am] |
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Hi Im in school now, photoshop rock like always.
but my mood is not really that awesome, just hate the fact that everything had to turn out this way.
Cry Cry and Cry? |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2008|04:21 pm] |
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She's Dearest :)
Stayed over at Fatty's house last night, damn last minute.
One sms, 15minutes to prepare and Mum fetch me to Saraca drive already.
Drank a little at night, feel asleep halfway and sent her to school this morning.
Met Mistress and went school together :)
School was alright today, tried to keep my mind off those things but of course, it aint easy.
Photoshop's cool like all the time.
Chatted with Mrs Gay after school today, all of us is missing her.
She said she aint getting along very well with her current class, hmmm.
Yesterday, confirmed certain things and yeah, felt pretty emo.
Had such a fucking bad cry :(
Yes all of you are telling me that Im foolish and everything, but I cant control myself either.
I really really hate how things have to turn out to be like, suddenly everything just seemed so clear to me.
I finally had an answer to all those doubts within.
I've no idea how am I supposed to feel, didnt expect myself to get this affected though.
Been telling myself to be happy for you, that you've finally found somebody that you felt was worth your love...
)':
They tell me loving somebody is to see that person happy, so here I am, hoping the best for you, Always.
"Go find your happiness, I cant give you yours."
Thats what I told you on that fateful day, but pardon me for still being unable to forget all the times we shared.
I long to hear you say that my existence still matters to You :( |
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