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There was always a side of me that I was never ready to show, believe me.




Been blogging very little lately, just couldnt fine the time ):
So yeah, let me spend abit of time updating now :)

On friday, had lit exam after school, waste of time!
Then changed, and went to this Christian bookshop with my family.
Spotted this book that I really love, 'Stumbling Toward Faith'.
Its about this girl, whose father raped her every night, saying that he was supposed to because God didnt love her, and that she was bad.
Imagine own father telling you : "If the Sun doesnt come up the next morning, its because it doesnt want to see your ugly face."
Wtf, thats exactly what he told her.
And being raised up in this kind of environment, she had to accept all these hurts that was thrown to her.
Her mother abandoned her since young, too.
And the story goes on, with her sad life.

But I didnt buy the book cause we were rushing :( Anybody want to get for me? takers? :)
HAHA.

Kays, so after that, went Town.
Shopped and found this volcom bag, gonna get it soon I hope..
$99, dont wanna take from Mum so I reckon Im using my angbao money :(
Caught Cj7 at night, quite funny (:


Yesterday had church.
It was quite fun, I was crappy all time!
Haha, helped out after church (:
Reached home, Sherman Hazel And Sherman's girlfriend was at my place.
Joined them for Mahjong and Banlak, until 10plus.
Went my sister's friend's house for gambling spree number 2 :D
Banlak all the way, won lost won lost won lost.
In the end Sis lost $70, I lost $10.
Haha, but it was very fun, cause the way they talk damn funny I tell you!
Laugh non stop manxz.
Home at 3.30am. :)

Today, couldnt wake up in time for church :(
So Im gonna stay home I think.


I was a happy girl, and Im gonna continue to be one :]
Why be so upset when you're leading life indifferent, without me.
Why be so upset when all these pain was redundant.
Why be so upset when I can be a happy girl, just like before, without you.